why me

way me y do i have to be the one that has things going on with my mom and then have to go to school with all of it on my mind do u ever feel like sometimes you just want to go with god or run away from home and never come back. the one person i want to see just once is my gpa and he was the best person in my life he passed away when i was 4 years old i miss him so much. and then you have boyfriend i dont like that, that you go out with a boy and then you see him hangin out with some other girl and u have a talk with him and he said that he not being that friendly with her but u know that he is. its like that he dose not know what he wants.