MAN I SO WISH THAT PEOPLE WOULD UNDERSTAND ME BUT THEY CANT AND THEY NEVER WILL THE ONLY ONE WOULD REALLY KNOW HOW I FEEL INSIDE WOULD BE GOD AND WELL MA BOYFRIEND A LIL JUST ON WHAT I HAVE TOLD HIM BUT GOD IS THE ONLY ONE WOULD KNOW. I FEEL LIKE IM IN A DARK ROOM ALL BY MYSELF WITH NO ONE THERE, AND WHEN I LOOK AT MY HOUSE IT LOOKS LIKE ONE OF THOSE HOUSE FROM A SCAREY MOVIES YOU KNOW WHEN YOU LOOK AT IT AND IT SEEMS THAT ALL YOU SEE IS DARK CLOUDS AND LIKE DEAD TREES I DONT KNOW. MY LIFE IS ALL MIXED UP AND WITH MY DAD THATS A WHOLE OTHER STORY I JUST FEEL LIKE IM CUT IN HALF WITH MY MOM AND DAD AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE BOTH OF THEM HAPPY ITS LIKE I HAVE TO BE THE GIRL HOW TRYS TO GET MY OTHER TWO SISTERS TO GET TALKING TO MY DAD AGAIN AND THE ON ONE WHO SAVES THE DAY, THEN FOR MY MOM I HAVE TO BE THE GIRL WHO HAS TO BE STRONG WITH ANYTHING THAT COMES BY IN LIFE. AND I GUESS THATS WHAT HAPPEN WHEN YOU DONT LIVE WITH BOTH MOM AND DAD. THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING IS THINKING ABOUT MY GRANDPA AND TALKING TO MY BOYFRIEND. I JUST HOPE ALL THIS GOES AWAY IM SO SICK OF IT!!!!!!!
love yall!!! =)
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