Will It change????

OMG I FEEL LIKE MY MOM NEVER GOING TO CHANGE AT ALL, SOME TIMES I HAVE HOPE AND I THINK THAT SHE CHANGED. BUT THEN SHE DOES SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME CHANGE MY MIND AND ITS LIKE WOW. BUT SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE I CANT DO IT ANYMORE, I FEEL THAT IM GETTING PUSHED DOWN ALL THE TIME THAT SHE GETS LIKE THAT. I MISS THE FUN TIMES WE HAD I WISH THAT IT WAS LIKE BACK IN THE OLD DAYS WHEN I WAS A BABY I MEAN IT SEEMS LIKE THOSE TIMES WERE THE BEST IN MY LIFE, AND I JUST WANT TO GO BACK :(