What To Do????

WELL I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ON ONE HAND I DONT WANT TO TALK TO MY DAD BUT THEN AGAIN I DO I JUST FEEL HURT THATS ALL I GUESS I MEAN HE DOESNT KNOW HOW BAD HE HURT ME WHEN HE DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE ME THAT I HAD A BLACK EYE AND HE TOLD ME TO GROW UP AND STOP HURTING MYSELF. NOW HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR DAD SAID THAT TO YOU WELL IT MADE ME UPSET WITH HIM AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO HEAR HIS VOICE BUT THEN THERES MY MOM AND SHES IN MY EAR YOU SHOULDNT DO THAT AND YOU SOULDNT DO THIS JUST BECAUSE I WONT TALK TO MY DAD THATS WHY IM ASKING IS THIS SO WRONG TO DO I JUST HAVE TO MUCH ON MY MIND THAT I CANT EVEN THINK ABOUT WHAT I SHOULD DO. I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO AND GIVE ME SOME POINTERS ON WHAT I SHOULD DO :/