Tuesday, March 29, 2011

WHY

MAN I KNOW THAT PEOPLE HAVE TO DIE BUT GOD PEOPLE ARE LEAVING ME LEFT AND RIGHT I JUST DON'T GET IT THE PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT ARE GONE AND I CANT BEING THEM BACK.BUT I KNOW THAT ONE PERSON WILL AWAYS HAVE FAITH IN ME NO MATTER WHAT I DO AND I KNOW THAT THAT PERSON WHO BE PROUD OF ME NO MATTER WHAT. BUT I GUESS ITS ALL GOOD I KNOW I WILL MISS THESE PEOPLE BUT I KNOW ONE DAY IN MY LIFE I WILL SEE THEM AGAIN ONE DAY.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

YA SO HAPPY!!=)

WOW IM SO HAPPY THAT MY MOM IS TRUSTING ME MORE AND JUST SO HAPPY THAT SHE IS I JUSR HAVE TO KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK WITH HER AND NOT TALK BACK TO HER AND ILL TRY TO DO MY BEST BUT ITS ALL GOOD IN THE HOOD. I LOVE GOING TO THE BOYS AND GIRLS CLUB I GET TO SEE ALL MY FRIENDS AND I GET TO SEE MA BOO THERE AND HAVE FUN. LOVE YALL



LOVE YA!!=)

Monday, March 21, 2011

OMG

MAN I SO WISH THAT PEOPLE WOULD UNDERSTAND ME BUT THEY CANT AND THEY NEVER WILL THE ONLY ONE WOULD REALLY KNOW HOW I FEEL INSIDE WOULD BE GOD AND WELL MA BOYFRIEND A LIL JUST ON WHAT I HAVE TOLD HIM BUT GOD IS THE ONLY ONE WOULD KNOW. I FEEL LIKE IM IN A DARK ROOM ALL BY MYSELF WITH NO ONE THERE, AND WHEN I LOOK AT MY HOUSE IT LOOKS LIKE ONE OF THOSE HOUSE FROM A SCAREY MOVIES YOU KNOW WHEN YOU LOOK AT IT AND IT SEEMS THAT ALL YOU SEE IS DARK CLOUDS AND LIKE DEAD TREES I DONT KNOW. MY LIFE IS ALL MIXED UP AND WITH MY DAD THATS A WHOLE OTHER STORY I JUST FEEL LIKE IM CUT IN HALF WITH MY MOM AND DAD AND I DONT KNOW HOW TO MAKE BOTH OF THEM HAPPY ITS LIKE I HAVE TO BE THE GIRL HOW TRYS TO GET MY OTHER TWO SISTERS TO GET TALKING TO MY DAD AGAIN AND THE ON ONE WHO SAVES THE DAY, THEN FOR MY MOM I HAVE TO BE THE GIRL WHO HAS TO BE STRONG WITH ANYTHING THAT COMES BY IN LIFE. AND I GUESS THATS WHAT HAPPEN WHEN YOU DONT LIVE WITH BOTH MOM AND DAD. THE ONLY THING THAT KEEPS ME GOING IS THINKING ABOUT MY GRANDPA AND TALKING TO MY BOYFRIEND. I JUST HOPE ALL THIS GOES AWAY IM SO SICK OF IT!!!!!!!

love yall!!! =)

Friday, March 4, 2011

GIRLS AND THERE MOMS

MAN I CANT THINK THAT ME AND MY MOM ARE FIGHTING MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY ITS JUST LIKE WOW ME AND MY MOM USE TO BE SO KOOL WITH EACHOTHER AND NOW WE CAN STAND TO BE BY EACHOTHER I DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPEN BUT I WISH IT CAN ALL GO BACK TO HOW IT USE TO BE. I MISS MY MOMS TRUST AND I WANT HER TO BE THERE FOR ME, I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO STOP MAKING ME WHO THEY WANT TO BE WHY CANT THEY JUST TAKE FOR HOW I AM THE ONLY PERSON DONT HAVE TO PROVE MYSELF TO IS DANIEL BECAUSE HE TAKES ME FOR WHO I AM AND NOT WHO HE WANTS ME TO BE.!


:)LOVE YALL!!!

Thursday, March 3, 2011

FRIENDS

WAY CAN WE JUST BE FRIENDS BUT WE CANT CUZ OF THE COLOR OF UR SKIN OR YOUR NOT CUTE OR DONT HAVE A LOT OF FRIENDS. ITS CRAZY BUT ITS TRUE I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO GET A LONG TOGTHER OMG PPLS.!!!!! JUST BE FRIENDS