SUMMER

WELL THE SUMMER IS GOING GOOD I FAR I GUESS WE WENT TO FLORDIA AND WHAT I MEAN BY WE I MEAN MY TIA MY CUZEN HER DAD AND HER BROTHER. PART OF THAT TRIP WAS GOOD AND THE OTHER PART WAS THAT I WANTED TO GO HOME BECAUSE OF WHAT WAS GOING ON THERE. THEN WHEN WE GET HOME I FIND OUT THAT I HAVE  NO BREAK I HAVE TO START MAKING THINGS TO SALE BECAUSE IM RUNNING FOR QUEEN FOR MY CHURCH. THEN MY TIA TELLS US THAT WE ALL HAVE TO GO TO A STEM CAMP FOR THE SUMMER I MEAN ITS GOOD AND ALL BUT I THINK I WOULD LIKE TO SLEEP IN FOR A LITTLE BIT. BUT I FOUND SOMETHING NEW AND COOL THERE I HAVE A CUZEN THAT I NEVER KNEW HER LAST NAME IS REYNA LIKE MINE AND I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING HOW ARE YOU FORSURE, WELL I ASKED MY DAD AND WE ARE, SO THERE YOU HAVE IT THATS ALL OF MY SUMMER SO FAR ILL CHECK IN FROM TIME TO TIME

ALMOST THERE!!!!

WELL YOU GUYS WE ARE ALMOST TO SUMMER I CANT WAIT ONLY 3 DAY LEFT OF SCHOOL FOR ME THANK GOD BUT IM GOING TO MISS THE BOYS AND GIRLS CLUB MOST OF ALL BECAUSE I GET TO SEE MY BABE BUT THEN AGAIN I CAN SEE HIM AT CHURCH, MAN I WANTED MY MOM TO SEND ME TO AUSTIN HIGH BUT SHE WAS LIKE NO YOU HAVE TO STAY WITH THIS SOO BUT THE THING IS THEY MIGHT KICK ME OUT OF THIS SCHOOL, I MEAN I DONT WANT TO GO HERE BECAUSE THE SPORTS WELL LETS JUST SAY THAT THERE NOT ALL THAT GRATE AND I WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE WERE I CAN SHOW OFF MY SKILLS BECAUSE I THINK THATS THE ONLY WAY IM GETTING INTO A COLLEGE BUT SOME PEOPLE DONT UNDERSTAND THAT SCHOOL MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME IT MEANS ALOT TO LEARN AND GET A GOOD JOB SO I WONT HAVE TO BE LIKE STRUGGLING OR WORRYING ABOUT ANYTHING AND IF I HAVE KIDS I WONT HAVE TO GIVE THEM THAT LOOK OR FEEL BAD FOR SAYING NO WHEN THERE WASNT ENOUGH MONEY,I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE THEM THE LIFE I NEVER HAD AS A KID...   

SO MUCH!!!!!!

WOW THERE IS SO MUCH GOING ON THIS WEEK AND NEXT WEEK IM SO TIRED I DONT WANT TO GET UP IN THE MORNING. LIKE THIS WEEK YESTERDAY WE HAD THIS BANQUET FOR THE PEOPLE WHO PLAYED SPORTS AND TODAY WE HAVE THE SCIENCE FAIR AND TOMORROW PEOPLE ARE GOING TO A WATER PARK AND A DANCE ON FRIDAY THEN NEXT WEEK WE HAVE NO SCHOOL MONDAY THANK GOD TUES DAY WAS HAVE I THINK THE YEAR BOOK SIGNING AND THEN TALENT SHOW AND THEN WEDS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL BUT THEN THE 8TH GRADERS HAVE TO COME BACK FOR THERE GRADUATION AND I HOPING MY BABE WILL BE THERE IF HIS MOM LETS HIM GO AND THEN THATS ITS WOW THATS ALOT OF THINGS BUT AT LEAST THE SCHOOL YEARS ALMOST OVER

Science Fair/ POPCORN

WELL I JUST HAVE A COUPLE MORE DAYS UNTIL MY SCIENCE FAIR AND I KNOW WHAT YOUR THINKING SCIENCE FAIR THEY DONT HAVE THAT IN THE MIDDLE SCHOOL YEA I KNOW BUT THIS YEAR WE HAVE ONE AND GUESS WHAT IM DOING!!! POPCORN!!! IT WAS SOMETHING FAST CHEEP AND EASY AND IM TESTING IT ON HOW MANY POPPED KERNELS ARE THERE AND I TESTED IT ON THE BRANDS ACT||, ORIVELREDENBACHER, AND POP SECRET. AND GUESS WHO WON I KNOW YOUR THINKING ORIVELREDENBACHER BECAUSE THATS WHAT I THOUGHT TOO BUT WE WERE WRONG ITS ACT||, THAT POPPED THE MOST SO NOW U KNOW WHAT TO BUY POPCORN LOVERS. JUST WANTED TO SHARE THAT WITH YALL ENJOY!!!!!

MY SCHOOL

WELL EVERYONE THINKS THAT MY SCHOOL IS THE BEST SCHOOL THAT WAS EVER BUILT YEA THE SCHOOL IS GOOD BUT THE PEOPLE AND KIDS THAT ARE HERE ARE NO OTHER KIDS THAT COME FROM THE EASTSIDE THERE ARE SO MANY KIDS  I SEE GETTING TALKED ABOUT AND SAD TO SAY I WAS ONE OF THOSE KIDS AND THAT YEAR WAS THE WORST YEAR THAT I HAD IN ALL MY SCHOOL YEAR AND I WILL NEVER FORGET IT AND THE FUNNY THING ABOUT IT IS THAT NO ONE SAID ANYTHING AND WHEN I DID I GOT THE RUNAROUND AND THE PEOPLE WHO WERE TALKING BOUT ME STILL WERE BUT I GUESS I JUST WANTED TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT THERE I JUST DONT LIKE MY SCHOOL I GUESS :/

Mothers Day!!!!

WELL MOTHERS DAY WENT WELL I GAVE MY MOM A POEM THAT  I WROTE FOR HER AND I GAVE MY GRANDMA A LATTER THAT I WROTE WHEN I WAS IN CHURCH SCHOOL AND I CRYED WHEN I READ IT TO HER. THE MY TO TIAS CAME AND WE WENT TO THE MOVIES THEN AFTER THAT WE WENT HOME AND I MADE MY MOM DINNER IT WAS FUNNY BECAUSE I HAD TO KEEP TELLING HER TO SIT DOWN AND STOP TRYING TO COOK IT WAS A GOOD DAY. AND I LOVED IT AND NOW ITS MONDAY AND IM AT STUPID SCHOOL AH WHAT A DRAG BUT OH WELL IM HERE!!! 

RAIN!!!!!!!

OMG THE RAIN IS HERE MAN I FELL ASLEEP FAST WHEN I WAS LAYING DOWN LISTENING TO THE RAIN HIT THE WINDOW, BUT THANK GOD THAT WE HAVE SOME RAIN BECAUSE ITS BEEN SO HOT AND DRY THIS RAIN IS WHAT WE NEED, LETS HAVE SOME MORE TODAY!!!!! 

What To Do????

WELL I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ON ONE HAND I DONT WANT TO TALK TO MY DAD BUT THEN AGAIN I DO I JUST FEEL HURT THATS ALL I GUESS I MEAN HE DOESNT KNOW HOW BAD HE HURT ME WHEN HE DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE ME THAT I HAD A BLACK EYE AND HE TOLD ME TO GROW UP AND STOP HURTING MYSELF. NOW HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR DAD SAID THAT TO YOU WELL IT MADE ME UPSET WITH HIM AND I DONT EVEN WANT TO HEAR HIS VOICE BUT THEN THERES MY MOM AND SHES IN MY EAR YOU SHOULDNT DO THAT AND YOU SOULDNT DO THIS JUST BECAUSE I WONT TALK TO MY DAD THATS WHY IM ASKING IS THIS SO WRONG TO DO I JUST HAVE TO MUCH ON MY MIND THAT I CANT EVEN THINK ABOUT WHAT I SHOULD DO. I JUST NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO AND GIVE ME SOME POINTERS ON WHAT I SHOULD DO :/

STARR WEEK :(

well this week has been ok it hasnt been all that but it could have been better but U know what i have the stupid STARR test thrus. and fir, ahhh and the other thing that sucks is that we only get 4 hur. to do it and then we have to stop where ever we are and if we are not done then thats it we cant redo it or anything you only get one shot and thats it.but lets see how that goes! hope this week goes by a little faster because this STARR week thing the whole week is not working out for me!!!!!!

LOL

WELL TODAY IS THE LAST DAY IN SCHOOL YAA!!! WE DONT COME BACK UNTILL TUESDAY BUT IM SAD THAT MY BABE IS IN HOUSTON BUT HE WILL BE BACK ON SAT. THEN I HAVE TO GO TO CHURCH TODAY I THINK AT 7:00 PM BECAUSE ITS HOLY WEEK BUT THIS WHOLE WEEK BEEN OK BUT AHHH I HAVE BEEN SNEEZING AND MY EYES ITCH AND I JUST DONT FEEL GOOD MAN I TELL U WHAT IM GOING TO GET OME AND FALL ASLEEP THATS FORSURE WELL TALK TO U GUYS LATER!!!!!

GOOD DAY!!! 3/29/12

well today was a good day well school was a little slow and but after school i went to the boy&girls club because joyce had soccer and i got to see daniel idk what it is i just feel so free when im with him like all my stress has been put off. well then i came home and had some food i cant wait till tomorrow im going to go watch the Hunger Games with my school then im going to stay after school because joyce has soccer again nd of course i get to see daniel but ok ill get back yall later

LOVE YA!!!

weekend 3/24-25/12

this weekend was good on friday i went to joyce house ify thats my cousin so i went then at night i was talking to daniel my oyfriend nd he said he was going to come over that night and i was like wtf that made me so mad because his bother is moving back in with them nd hes going to be staying in daniels room but daniel said that he was going to find a way to get out of the house with out his brother knowing. then on sunday i had to get upi for sunday school nd i was so mad because my mom didnt pick me up and i had to study for a test and i didnt get to but think god that just because 1 girl didnt show up we are going to take it next week then i saw daniel there gave him a big hug and kiss then i saw his big brother for the first time omg he looked all like the dad but the funny thing is that daniel was taller and thinner then him but yea anyways u know what me and my mom had a good day on sunday there was not really any fighting we went to go see the movie the Hunger Games then we went to go get the number 2 book catching firer then we went to go eat at kobes thats a good place to eat then swe went home and that was it i had a good weekend.

AGAIN 3/23/12

well my mom did it again i was late to school today and guess what i think i will keep all my days in here starting to day because if i write it on paper i know my mom is going to find it and throw it away just like she did nd she took daniels ring from him she took my ring from me but at lest she gave it back to him and it was saved but i kow my ring that i gave him wasnt thats gone i know it but we are not giving up those are just things and they can be replaced people cant we lets see what happens today after school i have to go to the church nd im hoping that ma mom wont be there but at least i get to see daniel well get back to u later bye!!!!!

Love, D <3

Will It change????

OMG I FEEL LIKE MY MOM NEVER GOING TO CHANGE AT ALL, SOME TIMES I HAVE HOPE AND I THINK THAT SHE CHANGED. BUT THEN SHE DOES SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME CHANGE MY MIND AND ITS LIKE WOW. BUT SOMETHING HAS TO CHANGE SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE I CANT DO IT ANYMORE, I FEEL THAT IM GETTING PUSHED DOWN ALL THE TIME THAT SHE GETS LIKE THAT. I MISS THE FUN TIMES WE HAD I WISH THAT IT WAS LIKE BACK IN THE OLD DAYS WHEN I WAS A BABY I MEAN IT SEEMS LIKE THOSE TIMES WERE THE BEST IN MY LIFE, AND I JUST WANT TO GO BACK :(